Rosi Golan - "Think Of Me"

I'll find you, I promise.
(Just waiting on you)

love note

Hey sweetie,
  I'll hide this note somewhere you'll find it during the day. Maybe in your wallet. Maybe in your back pocket (if we're married, you can be imaginative on how it will get there). Maybe, just maybe, I'll sneak it into the lunch I will make you - because we'll be cute like that.
   I want you to know how happy you make me. I'm so proud to call myself yours. I spent many nights staring at the ceiling, wondering when I would meet you. I wondered if I would know you immediately.
   You put my heart in a tizzy. Can't wait to see you and wrap my arms around you! (And kiss you, let's be honest here...)

            Love,
               Me

PS - Just waiting on you.

i think i know how things will be

i think i know how things will be.

you know, when we start dating.

{before i realize i've found you.}
I'll never have to drive us anywhere. You'll always pick me up, open the car door for me, and drop me off at my front door. We won't kiss until the third date.

You'll only text me cute little notes. You'll never want to have a conversation via text, or Facebook.

You'll ask me about David. You'll want to see pictures. You'll hold me when I cry about it.

You'll have a desire to meet Dave and Amy, if it's possible.

You'll want me to meet your family, and you won't tell them anything about David because you'll understand it's my tale to tell.

You'll want to meet my family, and you will treat me like a queen in front of them to show them how wonderful you think I am.

You'll tell me stories about your mission, your family, and invite me to meet your friends.

You'll hold my hand in public.

You'll think that I hung the moon (and I'll think you did, too).

You'll play Monopoly with me.

You'll slow dance with me in the rain (or snow).

You'll tell me you love me... but not too soon. You'll show me, first.

You'll come to dinner, and you'll make my mom laugh.

You will be willing to talk about a plan for marriage, school, and family well before we're officially engaged... so that we won't have any surprises and we'll know that we're compatible.

You will go for walks with me, and you'll always have me home before midnight.

... I can't wait to meet you. I hope it's soon. But if not, I'll be here. Just waiting on you.

justing thinking about you...

i've been thinking about you a lot lately.

I keeping imagining how wonderful it will be to feel your arms around me. I've never liked sleeping alone, but I know that it's something I will do until we meet.

I do worry about how you'll initially react when you find out about my past. It won't be easy to hide that I'm an adoption advocate. I guess you'll know me because I'll be the crazy girl who blurts out that she placed her baby for adoption... on the first date.

I guess you'll know me because.. well, you won't mind. You'll love me because of the difficult things in my life that have defined me. You'll love my little boy, and his family, as I do. You'll love them because I love them. You won't just think it's "okay" that I had a baby... you'll think I'm strong and amazing for making such a difficult, heart-breaking decision. I deserve you...

And you deserve me. I will know who you are... and I will love you unconditionally for eternity.

Don't give up on me. I'm still here. Just waiting on you.